Friday, December 09, 2005
i declare myself the
Queen of Freecell! hahaha even i myself am quite amazed by my 63 straight wins.
*cheers!* my total percentage of wins is 92% currently, but i'm sure i can raise it even higher. no, i'm not bored silly to the point dat i hafta resort to playing freecell to pass time. haha i just lyk the game so much til i can almost say i'm obsessed. actually spider solitaire is not bad too, but i think freecell uses more of ur brains. haha :)
my mum's really cute. she came home happily 2day n told me dat she's v happy cos of the new work roster's out n she doesnt hafta work with the pple she dun lyk, at least for the next month or so. hearing my mum complain abt work makes me think dat it's really not easy getting along with ur colleagues when u'r out working. my mum's an incredibly efficient worker n i can only wish i'm half as hardworking too. hahaz i'm lazy i'm lazy i'm such a pig.. :(
anw, it's horrible saturday
again. i dunno if i wish dat time passes more quickly, or more slowly. haha it's weird really. arnd me, lots of pple r breaking up or have broken up recently. even the tv shows r depicting the sad fates of characters who r falling out of love. it's really starting to irk me! arghs!
"bah humbug" haha it suddenly came to mind the phrase dat Scrooge lyks to say. dat's the only thing i rem abt the story. i dun even noe wad the story's called already. haha bleahs
i think i'm fine. but am i really? i dunno. i just try not to think so much n block it out of my mind as much as possible. but it's hard. really.
but then when i think of how useless it is to think anymore, how i'm probably the only 1 who tot of giving another shot, how impossible it is for me to do anything alone, how things have seemingly come to the point dat nth i say or do will make a differece, how quickly time is running out,.. it just makes me discourage n urge myself to stop being silly. but yet, i cant make myself 4get. i wish i have amnesia or selective memory! i dun regret, but i guess it hurts to remember. mayb it hurts the most to feel lyk i'm hurting alone. but at least dat's better than 2 pple hurting. i'm not sadistic :)
just received some photos of my dad n bro from switzerland. but there's some problem with it. i can only c tiny thumbnails of the photos. :( my aunt says she'll upload the pics again n send to me. hopefully it'll work. i noe my mum wans to c how they'r doing over there. heard there's no snow since they'v arrived there. so sad. i wan to b there! arghs.. nvm. my aunt says next yr i can go over with my frens n we can stay at her hse. yay~!!
random thoughts at 8:58:00 AM
